end of freshjavascript:void(0)ers.

so i've now completed my first year of uni, and art foundation.
but i get to do it all again next year as i got onto my history and politics course!
thankgod.
cant wait:) so excited to get into it.
and i get a freshers year all over again!

history and politics

'History without politics descends to mere Literature.'
Sir John Robert Seely.

So, i apologise for not updating recently.
but i am in fact back in loughborough in the UK, struggling with art foundation.
ive found that my passion does not lie in art, but in history and politics.
ive applied to change courses, and i am hoping to get in.

i wish i was a fashion model

i really do wish i was tall/pretty enough to model :-(

ouch.

so not only does my bank account hurt from buying that new little black dress,
but so does my head. its killing me!
i think its to do with my ridiculously shitty sleeping pattern, which involves going to bed at 5am and waking up at 3pm.
at least when i got back to the UK that will be ok seeing as we're 3 hours ahead in dubai.

back to loughborough in 3 days :-)
woo.

change.

“Change is inevitable - except from a vending machine”
- Robert C. Gallagher.

control yourself, take only what you need from me

alright, i am aware that i have not posted on this since last september.
i suck, i know.
but heres what has happened since i last posted:

-moved to england
-started uni
-broke up with my boyfriend
-went to hong kong and the philippines for christmas (and back home to dubai for a bit)
- went on a uni trip to amsterdam, best weekend of my life
- got my belly button pierced
- and my hair is now shoulder length and honey blonde.

im currently on my easter holiday back home in dubai, so pysched to go back to uni.

in other news, im seriously considering a tattoo of a swallow.

so.. a lot has changed, and so have i.

im leaving on a jetplane.

so, im leaving tomorrow night.
its been an emotionally past couple of days for me.
saying goodbye to close friends and my boyfriend :(
as well as my family.

im gonna miss them all so much.
its putting me off leaving, but i know it has to be done.

screw you!

seriously!
im hating this summer project!
it takes me an hour to do ONE A5 page of art! its ridiculous.
i wish i wasnt so slow. maybe then i'd actually be done!
eugh.

STRESS!

i absolutely despise packing!
i wish i could magically make all my shit arrive in my uni, instead of having to sort through it all.
the mess in my room is driving me CRAZY.

a week till i leave :(
i dont wanna gooooo.
im gonna miss my family, ricky and my friends :( :( :(

and england has such shitty weather, not like dubai :(


ARGH.

teenage kicks

oops.

still not updating this.
i'm such a procrastinator.
i still have my art holiday project to do, and only 2 weeks until uni starts :l
ehhhhhh.

me and ricky's 3 month anniversary tomorrow :)
so im going round to his tonight at 12am :)


im getting nervous about uni now, which isnt a good thing.


oh and im planning a trip to malta next year with all my friends, getting so excited about it!
we found these huge villas with private pools and everything.
i cant wait, its gonna be amazing :)

egad.

so i realise i havent stuck to updating this thing everyday, been a few days since i have.
slap on the wrist for me.
so recently my life has been pretty much the same everyday.
going to the mall and seeing my boyfriend.
although, all my friends are getting back from their long holidays abroad so its amazing to see them again.

im not feeling so well today, and i just seem to be drained of energy always.
so tonight is a quiet night in with ricky, curling up and watching a movie with him :)
he looks after me pretty well ;)

eesh

today was nice :)
hung out with my boyfriend and my brothers and sister.
they all get along well, which is definately good.
and my stepmum likes him :P
so i think its all good :P
im so stuffed though.
i ate far too much lasagne, and topped it off with icecream lol.

dollface

gasp.

one of my favourite photos i've ever taken.
yes, that is me in the bath-tub.